I am really enjoying this class/seminar/mastermind etc. It is a lot of work, and I am getting more comfortable with it every day. We have to sit still for 15 minutes daily, which I found to be very hard. Louise told me to do it with my eyes closed, and it has made all the difference in the world! I am able to do my 15 minutes daily without suffering and dread.
I’ve had some interesting things happen in the last couple of weeks. There is a man in my Yacht Club, who has awful (to me) political beliefs that he was trying to push on me. We didn’t talk for over 2 years, and then this past Friday, I asked him if he would like to call a truce. We hugged and it’s all good.
Also, on Friday night when we are racing, some people on the boat don’t seem to have a clue after racing for years. So this past Friday, I yelled at one of the women because she put us into a dangerous situation, and didn’t have any idea why. I yelled at her to do something that would improve the situation. And, before we finished the race, I apologized to her for yelling, and tried to explain why I got so upset. It was very cool, and the owner of the boat who is a Psychiatrist, gave me a high-five when he heard me.
I can feel my thoughts becoming more positive and work on blocking out the negative ones.
It should be a very exciting 6 months in this program.