This has been an interesting week.  On Monday, I had my 67th birthday, and kindness abounded.  I got calls and cards from lots of people, even 2 old boyfriends from 1977.  My nephew even bought me a very cool gift.  Which I think is the first time he’s ever bought me something!

On the other hand, the committee in my head is in full opinion mode!  I had opinions about everything and every one.  It’s was quiet for a long while, but apparently, I need to do more work to shut it up!  I will do that!

I can be what I will to be!  I am whole, perfect, strong, powerful, loving, harmonious and happy!


I feel out of it this week.  I am on medication for shingles, and somehow it is affecting me.  I just feel lousy.

I started to feel sorry for myself, and have been cheating on my diet.  I will get back into gear.   DO IT NOW, DO IT NOW, DO IT NOW.

Sorry for the lousy blog this week, but it is what it is!

Week 14 of MKE

I still have not adopted the new habits.  Making a phone call about my business is somehow so unappealing to me that I have gotten myself to do it yet.

i have no trouble talking to people in person about my business, but the phone calls still aren’t happening.

Im still hoping that I achieve my DMP, and realize that it might be through a different method.

I am going to watch week 13 again hoping that I will get a better handle on NARC.  I need to learn that not picking up the phone is painful!

I definitely need the money, so what stops me?  Why do I feel stupid making the calls?  I want the outcome.  I want to make a lot more money.   I know I need to do it, but I’m not!

Is the pain of making those calls less or more painful than not having the money.   I want a breakthrough, and I want it now!


“Door to Door”

Part of our homework this week was to watch one or all of the movies listed on week 13.   To chose to watch Door to Door.   Besides the fact that I was down in the dumps after watching it, it was a good movie.  In fact, I think I might have seen it before.

The movie was about Bill Porter.  A very persistent man with cerebral palsy.  His DMP was to be a salesman.  His father was a salesman, and he decided to be one too.

During the interview for the job, he was turned down because he was handicapped, but that didn’t stop him.  He asked for their worst territory, just to prove he could do it.

He wen from Door to Door, one rejection after another, and he kept his positive mental attitude and just continued on.  He was mocked and had many door slammed in his face but his persistence would not allow him to quit.  He was a salesman, and was going to make it work, no matter what.

His plan of action was to continue on and now t let anyone stop him.   As the years passed, he went through all sorts of hardships, but would not give up.  When others told him that he could get help from the government, he refused, “I am a salesman!”

He continued on for years, and developed meaningful relationships with all his clients.  He was even named salesman of the year by his company!

As the years progressed, and computers took over, he finally retired.  However, that didn’t last long!  He was a salesman and went back to his old company, and even though Door to Door salesman were obsolete, he was hired back after his old boss read an article about him in the paper.

In th beginning of his years of trial and tribulation he knocked on a door and the mother answered.  Her son got scared after seeing him and called his company to complain.   All those years later, it was that little boy, now a newspaper writer who wrote the wonderful article about him that got him his job back.

With all of the adversity this poor man endured, he had a definite purpose, and nothing would make him stop being a salesman.   I don’t know if I could have dealt with the rejection the way he did.

MKE Week 13

Last week I was on top of the world.  However this week I slipped downward a bit.  I am catching myself, and I will not let my old thoughts win.  When I am struggling, I repeat the affirmations:

Do it now!

I am whole, perfect, strong, powerful, loving, harmonious and happy!

I can be what I will to be!

I continue to move forward and know that this too will pass!



I feel different!  I like myself more!   Something has shifted….  Is it because I started using a grounding pad, or is it MKE or maybe both!  I don’t care where it’s coming from, but I just feel different!  I feel more happy and secure with myself.

I was at a meeting tonight regarding the Transpac Yacht Race, a sailboat race from Long Beach California to Diamond Head Buoy on Oahu.  This is the 5th race that I’m the chair person for the “follow me” boats.    In any case, there were people I’ve known for years but never felt comfortable talking to them.  I would talk to them if race related.  Tonight at the meeting, I was talking with everyone like I was one of the guys instead of an outsider!

I’ve noticed lately that I seem to have a lot of opinions when I’m driving.  “This one is an idiot, don’t they know how to drive, yada, yada, yada.”  I don’t like that I have all those opinions, however the good news is that I notice it, it bothers me, and perhaps I’ll stop doing it!

I can see myself sailing the Beneteau Oceanis 31 sailboat I want.  It is on my DMP and I intend to get it!   I also am going to manifest and income exceeding $25,000 per month.

Till next time……..


This week, we are supposed to, in our sit, concentrate on  “Whatsoever things ye desire,  when ye pray, believe that ye receive them and ye shall have them”

Below, is a picture of one of the things I really want, along side a $1,000,000 plus bank account and a consistent income of more than $25,000 a month.  The boat is a Beneteau Oceanis 31.  Mine will be named “The Beauty”, which is a nickname both my father and I had for my mother.    My father died when I was 5 and I had no idea that was what he called her, when I started calling her that many, many, many years later.  She was my best friend, and I know she would love my naming the new boat after her.

I have no idea how this will manifest, but that is not my business!  I just have to know what I want!  Now, you also know what I want!

beneteau 31

I continue to do all the assignments we are supposed to do for MKE.  Sometimes I feel like I “got it” and other times, I don’t believe at all.  I am hoping that the “got it” side wins out!

Slowly but surely, I am starting to work at my MLM business that I’ve been ignoring for quite some time.  I have full belief in the products, the company and the management, so apparently, it is up to me!  I am the variable, and if it’s going to be, it’s up to me, (hopefully with some help from the great unknown!)

Thanks for listening!  Tune in next week for the next edition of this Brooklyn/Hawaii girl’s adventures in manifesting Liberty and Helping others.